NEW SONG: So Help Me Now

Every time I tell myself, I’ll make it next time
Every time I quit, I fall back out of the line
Every single time I think it’s gonna be it (that I’ll quit)
I just end up giving up and falling back (and falling back)

But I’m gonna turn it around
You’ll never see me hit the ground
If I do, I’ll hit it running
Even if I, end up with nothing
But I swear on my heart
That it’s tearing me apart
I’m gonna, quit this time I say
Won’t he so easy, to fall back into, my ways
To fall back into, my ways

Cause I got the, momentum going
And I truly believe in myself
If you don’t believe me check back in a year
But the addiction won’t disappear
Because I battle myself every day
And I keep predicting what I’m gonna say
That things are fine and I don’t have any issues
But I know I have a few, oh I know I have a few, so help me now
So help me now (x2)

Every time I point to the flashing lights
Every time I stay clean for for the night
Every time that I think that’s gonna be it (its never done)
It’s like I’m constantly on the run (always on the run)

Cause I got the, momentum going
And I truly believe in myself
If you don’t believe me check back in a year
But the addiction won’t disappear
Because I battle myself every day
And I keep predicting what I’m gonna say
That things are fine and I don’t have any issues
But I know I have a few, oh I know I have a few, so help me now
So help me now (x2)

And I, will never give up on this life
It’s too precious to lie on the ground
Cause I shouldn’t give up so easily
I will make it eventually
Cause all I did was ask for help
And I got it, and it helped so well
It helped so well, it helped so well
But I fight, everyday, and I try, to stay sane
In such a world where they pull us down
Try to get us to bow to the ground
But I’ll turn it around, oh woah

Cause I got the, momentum going
And I truly believe in myself
If you don’t believe me check back in a year
But the addiction won’t disappear
Because I battle myself every day
And I keep predicting what I’m gonna say
That things are fine and I don’t have any issues
But I know I have a few, oh I know I have a few, so help me now
So help me now (x5)
But I know I have a few, oh I know I have a few, so help me now